Featured

I guess that our weakness,

Our irrational fears

just become words

without our truest of land,

when we write

our pain

and externalise,

this name,

we our creating

a world

where it matters, but it’s that less assuring

for these thoughts

are not us

but are a partition

between what lies ahead

and what our dosed selves want.

through this hunger,

we emerge

starving but with our minds intact,

and so

i am not the body

i am not the thought

i am not the emotion

i am the soul

the body is hungry

the mind is thinking

the emotions are feeling

the soul is being,

breathing,

releasing,

diseased energies are coming out

and leaving,

while we

remain,

and we

unfold our truest of names,

anushka

ray of sunshine,

positivity of defeat,

in the nether lands

she’s known to be seen,

as a ray striking the eye

of all that wishes to end

into a sly little lullaby

Advertisements

mashboor tere ishq ki

It is a little difficult to enter the spaces where the voids are present, and attempt to bring the light there. But it’s not impossible, not at all whatsoever, it’s just a matter of constant aim and effort to bring in the love, slowly but surely, patiently, yet knowing that change will take place.

up and up

get yourself out there again, and listen to your inner voice that loves to begin again,

and hear these whispers of gratitude from each other as only love can bring us back to our trues own flow

as we dance and swing to the guitar beats,

endlessly,

that memory resurfaces and brings warmth through all these surfaces

and we are here and there is music all around us if only we begin to actually listen,

and this journey is only complete with satisfying love in every facet of our beings and if you fall down,

there’s so much love to hold you in place,

even if your muscles begin to shake and your body is resting and you want to sleep

you are loved with every heart beat that still remains and every ethereal fance that you begin to create

and there is warmth in these love kissed eyes of our hair flicked on to each other’s delight

and we look in the mirror and begin to see each other come a little closer as our spiritual flowers begin to bloom just a little bit more and our lotuses begin to open up to the chasm that is this endless heart that forgives with compassion and unconditional love and love is that answer that we seek

and everywhere else is just the beauty of being with it, and love is the key love is the destiny,

love is the answer,

here you go, what you’ve been looking for,

love is here and it’s truly going to remain through all these morphs and all these games,

it remains here and will always be how we realise our own true destinies

love is all you need love is the song of the chorus when you don’t know what’s going on

and love sings with joy and is the flower of the spring,

love is the answer,

love is everything 🙂

we are learning

dream the ways that we can be

and free caged reciprocitbloom

feel this evolution

and let it come through all your resurrections,

 

give and give some more,

there’s enough water for the entire whole,

speak with truth

love the way

the universe guides

respect this knowledge and inherent wisdom

that you are not alone and never will be

for all that you seek is within you

you just have to close your eyes and see

with these eyes, we see

all the beauty beyond our skins,

the way our eyes fold from within,

the silence between the question and the answer,

that space of infinite thought,

left to a dance of laughter,

there’s a way of joy through the immense goodbyes

as you constrain the foolish ways in which you follow the disdain,

silence out the missed explorations,

wait for just a second,

feel your eyes,

how are they?

heavy,

light,

full of shine?

speak with the soul,

through the windows that you hold,

a voice that’s been gifted

to help you feel more uplifted

with a heavy heart we said goodbye

and then followed this speech to annotations carried in the wind

hear the tinkle of the bells

some rest can bloom,

some spaces can blow away their doom.

from the heart, to your laugh

You know, i used to wait for the day that i’d see a shoulder to rely on, a folder to write all my tears in and seal it with maybe a wax emblem and constantly maybe change the emblem so that I’d know that there was some growth there, however subconscious that would have been,

But i’ve begun to realise that this world belongs to you, and only you, in an ocean of beautiful truth, there’s only you, through the leaves, other beings, various lands, the different waters of the ocean, all of it and more, is you.

And it’s so easy for me to write that and make these statements, but to explain them is something that i’m still working on; on articulating all this experiential-ness that i feel constantly. the way we release and take in and then tread different spaces and see a realisation in one another, and just, so, so much.

One step at a time,

and here’s to an attempt at just that,

following my heart

even if it takes me to the rain,

to open up my arms even if im freezing cold

and embrace the frozen and beautiful unknown.

 

there’s a way

there’s a way through the hunger

through the pain

through the darkness that lingers

through the fairy pixie dust that follows the father

the son and the holy spirit

the crown shines

and we are blessed with the divine

the fireside of the heart’s despair

lights up with love

and makes you breathe in the air

break away from the ordinary life

follow the pixelated

goodnights inside

breathe with love

and surrender to thee

i am a magnificent cosmos

if only you could see.

so do that,

take these steps

attempt to see

and attempt to caress

this body is a temple

you are divine

this way through the world

is truly a path that shines

with brilliance

and surrender

and resilience

but we find our way

through the other side.

I guess that there’s an inherency of a factor of our eyes inside the tired lies

You see there was once a bubble

And it followed all the ways down the road,

And it went this way and that,

BOOM

wait what

I was jsust travelling and

BOOM

okay seriously what is goin

BOOM TILL YOU BREAK APART

falling

void

numb

sad

speak

to

me

please

someone

anyone

please

please

CRASH

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

there’s nothing here

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SIGNS

a

b

c

d

r

o

w

a

q

 

 

 

 

 

 

learning

to

breathe

again

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

looking

around

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

feeling

the pain

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

listening

to my heart’s sounds

it beats

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i can hear a whistle

 

is that someone who’s here to save me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

silence

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

nobody’s coming

nobody’s coming

it’s just you

it’s just you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i wake up

i eat

i sleep

i lie

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i sleep

i eat

i breathe

i forget

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

there’s nothing here

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LIGHT

a freckle

on a doorstep

leading to a light

out of the window’s sill

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FOLLOWER

next step towards the light

i try

then i run away

back into my sphere

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

find a way

find a way

i don’t know how

i don’t know how

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

GUIDANCE

a cat looked me in the eye

and saw me

and saw me cry

i don’t lie

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

another being crossed my path

in my dreams

and said i’m here

i just don’t exist in your sphere

but i exist

beyond your fear

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

there may be hope

i just need some strength

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LOVE FOR THE SOUL

 

 

 

 

 

i am

i exist

i am

i exist

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i am trying

to breathe

to feel

but its been so long

i dont know how

i dont know what

is left to feel now

 

 

 

 

 

there is a void

it enters

everytime

i try

and so

i let it go

these hopes

and dreams

of trying

to see

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

VOID

entered,

destroyed,

at least i wanted to smile goodbye

it shows that i’ve truly tried.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SURRENDER

it came again

and then i lied with it

a part of me this void

understanding,

not so rigid,

 

 

 

 

i smiled.

 

 

 

 

 

 

SILENCE

silence

peaceful

words

meaningful

silence

powerful

silence

eternal

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

there is hope here

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LOVER OF THE LIGHT

open eyes

see

void stares

back at me

slowly

walks away

come closer

please

remain

light

begins to shine

my tired eyes

look at the divine

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SUNSHINE

i look

at the sky

and i give my thanks

every single time

blessed are we

those can see

through the dark nights with faith

with a lens that’s not here by mistake,

my tired lives stretch out in front of me

so i take my rest

and then proceed.

this follower of the light

that shines all around

just because we can’t see

doesn’t mean that it makes no sound.

goodnight,

goodbye,

my beautiful and sweet,

lover of the light.

 

 

And for now, you are enough.

Today brings with it another day for growth

For introspection

For extroversion

For living

For dying

For blooming

For crying

For hearts

To light up the sparks

For our dance

To be forever ours,

Live

This life

Find

Your light

Love

Thiseverything

Forgive

All the rest,

And forget

All the deaths.

What is different today, remains the same tomorrow

In a space of poetry

These roads of our lives that stretch out abundantly,

Finding their way to the creeks and nooks of our very own voids,

we find our sleeping signs of resting

To be awake instead,

And what this discovery does is that it leads us

Into speaking to all those spaces

To which we just didn’t care,

and what we find here once again

Is our effortless love

Flowing into these dens

and then filling it up with light

To differ from our silent treads.