i used to constantly ask myself why, why i feel this way, and that. and honestly, it helped so much, which kind of goes against everything i was about to write here. about how now im going with the flow, which yes i am, but also, i guess the true balance lies in feeling and thinking at the same time, not letting one superseed the other. which is why, its so important to look after what you put in your system, whether you’re feeding your mind or your body, because it all matters. its easier to say it doesn’t, but let’s face it, ignorance is bliss and if you choose to be aware, this bliss is worked upon, intensely. my hope for the same is that one day it will be the most natural state that i have ever experienced, and i will truly understand why,
and that day, hopefully, i will be utterly and wholly complete.
reminder: all you have is now.